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Would that I Could [Prompt Response] 
17th-Apr-2010 02:46 am
trix don't ask
TFA Slipstream

Slipstream is in the lower, common rooms of the purple-toned, slope-sided building known as Park Slope Apartments. She has not decided if this always was a residential building, or could have been a military or commercial headquarters. Some of the common rooms appear to be used for physical training or work-outs.

If I could turn back time? Trills laughter. I'm a bit young to need restoration work.

Seriously? I am tempted to say I'd want the clone that became me to just be a mech, because sometimes the insertion of a femme into the fraternity of Seekers seems a sin worse than failure, and we know how forgivable that is. You'd think I RUINED EVERYTHING.

It wasn't even my doing!

But, when I really think about it, there is something I would change.

I wish that I never loved Starscream. Sigh. Most things would probably turn out the same, but I wouldn't really care so much about it or feel hurt. But then, if I hadn't loved him from the first nanoklik, I wouldn't have cared enough to be disappointed and might never have betrayed him to follow Megatron. Processing this. We might still be together and he might not have died or had reason to hold grudges against me.

Smiles Yes, let's go with that. If I could turn back time, I would not love Starscream...and he would be mine right now.

[ooc: I wrote a much longer response, but it was so dark, self-loathing and venomous I can just never post it here. This is better. It has the same conclusion with a million percent less angst. Also, physical post if anyone wants to use rooms in this building including common areas, observation deck or apartments. Slipstream's apartment is #3 of the 4 penthouse apartments just below the observation deck. Penthouse #4 is reserved. All others are open. There are tiers of studio as well as multi-room layouts.]
17th-Apr-2010 07:57 am (UTC)
TFA Sunstorm

Ooooh...what a shining and spacious structure!

Hovers in the air, looking around this magnificent building.

And the view is entirely sublime!
17th-Apr-2010 08:02 am (UTC)
TFA Slipstream

*Can see Sunstorm, from the interior lobby*

Comm://Guess for some the place really sells itself!//
17th-Apr-2010 08:08 am (UTC)
TFA Sunstorm

Sunstorm hovers down, meeting her, stepping just inside.

Slipstream! How fortunate I am to be graced of your marvellous presence! How is your wonderful self doing?
17th-Apr-2010 08:14 am (UTC)
TFA Slipstream

*More mechs should recognize her marvelousness, not that she takes Sunstorm at face value.*

Getting away from the grind at work. Working on a project. It is good to have a place to come home to, though.
17th-Apr-2010 08:26 am (UTC)
TFA Sunstorm

Fantastic! Having a home such as this, and a no doubt exceptional progress! If my humble self might be permitted inside?
17th-Apr-2010 08:27 am (UTC)
TFA Slipstream

*Laughing* Do come in.
17th-Apr-2010 08:31 am (UTC)
TFA Sunstorm

With a gracious bow, Sunstorm walks over to her.

Are our glorious brothers here? I do hope they have found hospitable lodgings of their own.
17th-Apr-2010 08:36 am (UTC)
TFA Slipstream

I have not seen the others here, yet. Skywarp decided to live in another building; he is very concerned about his personal security. Not that this building is unsecured. It is quite...defensible.
17th-Apr-2010 08:39 am (UTC)
TFA Sunstorm

Yes, our guarded Skywarp is most cautious. You and he both share the same brilliant amethystine shine! It is a pleasure to share such a fine space with you.
17th-Apr-2010 08:57 am (UTC)
TFA Slipstream

Yes...Thundercracker has purple stripes, too, but he's a little difficult. Proud.

You are welcome to any of the apartments, well, except mine, but you can visit me there.
17th-Apr-2010 09:17 am (UTC)
TFA Sunstorm

That is most kind of you, beautiful Slipstream. I shall see which of these lodgings will be adequate for my most humble self. You are of course welcome to visit as well, if you feel you can lower yourself to my simple company.

With another bow, Sunstorm turns around and looks around the available rooms of the complex.
17th-Apr-2010 12:46 pm (UTC) - [virtual: comm]
BW Waspinator

//Hey Sizter~ Wazpinator haz something for you~//
17th-Apr-2010 03:31 pm (UTC) - Re: [virtual: comm]
TFA Slipstream

Comm: //Wasp. What do you mean?//
17th-Apr-2010 05:52 pm (UTC) - Re: [virtual: comm]
BW Waspinator

//Have prezent for you!//

[OOC: Don't get too excited; it's nothing useful.]
17th-Apr-2010 05:54 pm (UTC) - Re: [virtual: comm]
TFA Slipstream

Comm:// A present? Is there some occasion? //
17th-Apr-2010 05:57 pm (UTC) - Re: [virtual: comm]
BW Waspinator

//Nope! Wazpinator juzt felt like it! :D//
17th-Apr-2010 06:06 pm (UTC) - Re: [virtual: comm]
TFA Slipstream

Comm: // Feel free to bring it to me at any time...unless it is too large for you to carry? //
17th-Apr-2010 06:09 pm (UTC) - Re: [virtual: comm]
BW Waspinator

//Okay! Wazpinator will stop by later~//
17th-Apr-2010 04:11 pm (UTC)
Bayverse Maggie

The NSA was a boys club too... If you screwed up you were in twice as much trouble and no one ever had the balls to give you credit where credit was due. What are you supposed to do, apologize for looking good and know what the hell you’re talking about? Give me a break.
17th-Apr-2010 04:52 pm (UTC) - The woes of a canon sue
TFA Slipstream

I know! Tell me about it! Half of the reactions are "Ooh! A femme" and the rest just sort of overlook me.

It's not my fault I'm a vastly-skilled femme Seeker related to a Starscream sighing on the name is slight now.

The only thing that could make it worse was if I had superpowers! Like, phasing through apparently solid matter, or something!
17th-Apr-2010 06:17 pm (UTC) - /VIA COMM:/
Univ. Devcon

*a small growl is heard through the channel as the hunter talks*

/comm: Slipstream, I can't even start to understand the mess your verse seem to be - but, I know you are a smart, wise, beautiful and dangerous femme... and stil, you told everyone in this place how to kill him. That wasn't very wisely done, you. And, you betrayed him back at the place you call home... how is that love?/

*sitting in his booth, working*

Edited at 2010-04-17 06:19 pm (UTC)
17th-Apr-2010 06:38 pm (UTC) - Re: /VIA COMM:/
TFA Slipstream

Comm: // I do not expect you to understand! I loved him from the moment I came online! I was created with certain factual knowledge of His past. I was drawn to Him. And yet, when He spoke to me, I saw how He had changed over the stellar cycles and become more obsessed with Megatron and less concerned with the faction. I felt He had in a sense killed the mech I loved. I was spark-broken and in my spite, betrayed Him. But I truly did it to get some reaction from Him; in my youthful anger and desperation to have him say no, that I should stand by His side. But He did not make any sign of wanting me.

And I did not "tell everyone in this place" how to kill Him! I gave a spark-felt eulogy that revealed my own weakness and emotion, before those gathered that revealed information that to those in our 'verse was common knowledge!

I can be killed in the same way!

I love him still, though He has made it clear He chooses you! If for a nanoklik, I believed He was not with you by choice, or was in any way compromised in his decision making, I would fight you myself, even if it meant my death!

But since He does seem to be with you by choice, as much as I despair, I do wish for Him to find some happiness here if He can; so, I have tried to stay away. //
17th-Apr-2010 07:38 pm (UTC) - Re: /VIA COMM:/
*drops the cube on the table at the answer, then he simply sighs, somewhat depressed*

/comm:...as I told that Megatron of yours - I courted, fought, won and later claimed him. It was a fair battle. Him staying by my side... His call, always his. I'm not keeping that beautiful bird caged. He can leave anytime he wants, but Haven is his home.

Slipstream... I chose him because of his strength - a mate must be able to stand his own ground and kill me, if it comes to that. It has to be like that, and it's a honour to know that he is as strong as vicious./

*goes quiet for a while, then his words are soft spoken*

/That love... it sounds painful. I'm sorry for being a part of the problem and not of the solution. I never knew - how could I? I don't belong to your verse, Slipstream. I knew nothing about your dealings or doings. I... I just wanted him, that's all./

*hard words to utter, harder to say them to an enemy - but, Slipstream is a part of his mate, and will be treated with the proper respect and honesty*

Edited at 2010-04-17 07:39 pm (UTC)
17th-Apr-2010 08:24 pm (UTC) - Re: /VIA COMM:/
TFA Slipstream

Comm: // Don't you dare make this about you and your feelings! I don't give a slag what goes on between you and Megatron...any of them! I don't give a slag about your guilt! And don't tell me you had no idea, because you saw how concerned I was that your private dancer was not so plied full of drinks that he didn't know what he was doing. Slagging loser fell asleep on me, in your bar!

You cannot possibly hurt me, because I do not care what you think! You stole nothing from me! There was nothing you took that did not willingly make itself yours. There's only one of us who ever really held power in this! You are so pathetically His, just like I have been. *trills hysterical laughter*

There is only one mech in this that can hurt me, and trust me, that damage is done! It's all too clear that someone different was preferred.

But I'm not going to angst anymore about why I wasn't a mech with enough cybosterone to put that preening aft in his place! I had the slagger in cuffs before you even showed up! He was just waiting...for someone to be a little more forward.

I am done with all this scrap. There is no reason I should bend and change just to get some mech's attention! //

[ooc: so sorry, I know Dev was trying to be civil, but she is jealous and hurt and pretty much hysterical, so she is being mean. Also, right now, she's clearly, but subconsciously, transferring some of her affection to other Starscreams and feeling 400% percent more betrayed that they are all with someone else.]
17th-Apr-2010 09:06 pm (UTC) - Re: /VIA COMM:/
*utters a soft curse*

/comm:...it's fair, I guess. At least I won't be using your pain against you, Slipstream. I don't play fair in a hunt, but you are a part of him. Wouldn't hurt you even if you tried to kill me, see. I would simply fly away.

And, well... then pity me, if I'm so pathetic. I'm the one that can lose him, after all. Either to you or to that Megatron of yours. That can happen - if somebot decides to kill him. This includes you as well.

I won't bother you anymore. Take care, keep safe... even if you loath me, I simply can't muster enough to do more than dislike you, Slipstream. But, that means I also respect you - you would have done a fine prey./

(ooc: 'Tis ok. Dev's a good target. XD)

Edited at 2010-04-17 09:30 pm (UTC)
17th-Apr-2010 09:39 pm (UTC) - Re: /VIA COMM:/
TFA Slipstream

Comm: // He is still my Lord and Creator. Whatever happens, or however I hurt, it does not change that He made me. I will not kill Him. //
18th-Apr-2010 07:30 pm (UTC)
[BW Terrorsaur]

You know, a femme comrade of mine once told me that "femmes have to work twice as hard as mechs to get recognized for half their achievements". *doesn't mention that she'd screamed it at him when he'd said something rather indelicate to her; that was beside the point*

I'm not sure how it is in your universe, but all the femmes I've known who were fighters got where they were by being strong and cunning, so I certainly wouldn't hold your gender against you.
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